I have been questioned, judged, and ghosted

On the things I have stood by and wanted

For what it’s worth? Who knows.

But sorry, not sorry

It’s my life

My worry, My glory!

 

I have grieved my lost

The battle I have long fought

Every ounce of strength I have left

You did?, you asked

Yes, I did

But sorry, not sorry

I had a wonderful recovery!

 

My past is behind me

My present is by grace

My future? I am unsure

Sorry, not sorry

Your existence

Will be a part of my history!

 

I used to fear morning

Afraid I’ll go mourning

Reality was just cruel

But sorry, not sorry

I made it to evening

At least, it wasn’t boring!

 

Live your life as I live mine

I may be wrong

You may be right all along

Sorry, not sorry

We are now writing a different story.

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